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Not so Blue - Part I by Samiell, literature

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Priceless Joke by Samiell, literature

My Heart by Samiell, literature

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My Heart

My heart is a pit-of endless rage and fire it burns at my soul-like a soaring desire It scars my insides-forever so hot it wraps up my bowwels-cursed into a knot Now the pain is seering-like a thousand knives stabbing my body-and taking my lives I turn for a moment-to escape the path I've chose that's when I realize-it's not the pain I oppose Deep in the darkness-I find the answer it's the love I've lost-that's the cause of my 'cancer'

The Forever Wound by Samiell, literature

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The Forever Wound

Fearful of fear - I scatter my blood Endless nights of rage - they splatter like mud Onto the walls - the darkness does spread I light a candle - it becomes flesh fed Seering my wound - it no longer bleeds Now scarred for life - my destiny reads Drifting away - unconsciousness lurks Although I might die - it may have its perks Now I awake - the pain like a bite It hurts like Hell - but feels so right

Making Love to the Pavement by Samiell, literature

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Making Love to the Pavement

Making love to the pavement She scrapes and cuts the flesh Making her self bleed Could never satisfy Her dying need Make love to her With care and affection She will tear you all apart Give hate to her With lust and loathing And she will f::ck you up inside Making love to the razor That cuts at her molested soul Making her life Hell Could never satisfy Their 'loving' need She cuts her soul from fear and lead She hangs her head down high She thrives within with little said And with a little sigh

Summer Storm by Samiell, literature

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Summer Storm

A humid summer night I watch as rain falls Like music to my ears As if my name it calls Standing on the porch I gaze into the dark Lightning hits wet ground The night parts with a spark I scarcely fear the humble roar Or the silent light But the one lonely fact That the storm will end tonight Now the light seems far away The thunder now has stopped By little girl feet The tiles now are mopped She creeps into her bedroom She dreams of nights to come Days of summer showers And places where theyre from

Mother, Always by Samiell, literature

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Mother, Always

The choices you've made - you say you regret Please spare me my mind - I'd rather forget; Promises you break - and secrets you keep Forsaking my past - like eternal sleep. When we are apart - as we mostly are Always in my heart - you never are far; I feel your pressence - yet never in all Someday the answers like rain they will fall ... They'll flood to my 'door step' - ingulfing me whole Forever completing my body and soul. For now I will wait for months perhaps years Until we are ready to comfront our fears.

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Love Songs You'll Never Hear by DementedHaven, literature

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Love Songs You'll Never Hear

I could write pages and pages Drain my heart into words Say “I love you” in ways That you’ve never heard I could spend hours just listing Off all of your charms Describing how I ache To be in your arms But nothing would matter Nothing would change I’m here and your there And we can’t rearrange Our lives, they’re planted Firm in these grounds I can want and wish But there’s no way around The distance, it maims me More than you’ll know So much love inside I’ve been dying to show You, you’re my muse You bring me to life Yet you’re also the reason I feel like I’v

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Tumbledown Mountain XIV by Samiell, visual art

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Joker - Dark Knight Desktop by Samiell, visual art

Joker - Dark Knight Desktop

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About Samiell

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Deviant for 20 years
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Samiell

Oct 21, 2008

Silliness

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I was just looking back on my past journals ... wow. The entirety of my high school experience in a series of journals. It's embarrassing how ignorant and selfish I was and I hope I've changed. It really does feel like I'm reading a journal of a complete stranger. I start to wonder if I have a clinically diagnosable form of depression. It would explain a lot. But it's not like I could do anything about it anyway (oh, right, that doesn't sound emo or anything). I just mean that I would never take medication and I do my best to create a stable environment for myself as it is. I guess this is me. I really do think that in a partner ... in a li

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Samiell

Jul 17, 2008

Breath Deeply . . . .

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What's New? Oh wow ... I'll be submitting some photographs of me soon. ^^; ... Finally? haha. I <3 you DA, I just can't seem to express myself lately. My brain is toast. ... Like the kind you eat. I sit here in my room wondering what my path will reveal around the next corner. I'm worried I won't be able to stop thinking. My mind races and I can't seem to stop crying on and off. Today has been confusing. Mostly in my head. I analyze everything until it hurts my brain. STOP THINKING! My heart is reeling.

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Samiell

May 25, 2006

Would you prefer my Gallery to be more professional? - clean it out ...

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Yes, definitely ... its crappy!

Sure, it may need some help.

No, its alright the way it is.

Definitely not, I like everything.

Bring your scraps into your Gallery.

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Kuramafan

Oct 22, 2012

This is a competition.
I'm searching for real fans of Lacuna Coil. The best fan will win points.
I'll give the award in the last day of october, until then, you has to add me and leave a message saying, I want to participate in the contest.

Requirements:
You must have in your journal the title of your favourite's Lacuna Coil song.
You have to love the Underground culture.
You have to publish one photo of your cds of Lacuna Coil, you need just one cd.
You have to post one art of Lacuna Coil, is not necessary a new work.
I don't care if you are an amateur artist, you just have to love Lacuna Coil.

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