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Silliness

Mon Oct 20, 2008, 10:04 PM
  • Mood: Artistic
  • Listening to: "Ain't So Green" - Carsie Blanton
  • Reading: Not Enough.
  • Watching: this damn screen.
  • Playing: Haven't been.
  • Eating: Nothing. Should be.
  • Drinking: Heh. Only earlier and it was only one mixed drink.
... what a silly word. :O_o:

I was just looking back on my past journals ... wow. The entirety of my high school experience in a series of journals. It's embarrassing how ignorant and selfish I was and I hope I've changed. It really does feel like I'm reading a journal of a complete stranger. I start to wonder if I have a clinically diagnosable form of depression.

It would explain a lot.

But it's not like I could do anything about it anyway (oh, right, that doesn't sound emo or anything). I just mean that I would never take medication and I do my best to create a stable environment for myself as it is. I guess this is me. I really do think that in a partner ... in a life-partner ... I need someone who is my Rock, someone who differs from me in the sense that they are down to Earth. I need someone who can keep me there too. Sometimes I don't like being a Pisces.

I wonder also if I have memory loss. I mean, I've always suspected. Something is not right. I couldn't tell you what I DID today for goodness sake. Well, ta ta for now. These are just thoughts. I have lots of those (heh, and then I forget them).


I'm thinking of you. Although, I really shouldn't be. *shrugs* It's going to happen anyway.

Oh, by the way ... I downloaded "Ain't so Green" if you'd like to snag it from me. ^_^ Good times.

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:iconbrokenglass889:
Thanks for the watch :D

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:icontranmai: hi ya! :D thanks for the fave! :D :iconbibbles:

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:iconnorijoko:
thank you for the fav:D

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:iconchrissykotlark:
Thank you for the fav :)
:iconuglyness-in-humanity:
heLo, whAts new iN tHe woRld of Robyn??? aNy gReAt joYs sweePing oVeR liFe? i mysElf hAVe beeN muCh liKe a ghosT. hope tO heAR aLl iS welL, tAKe cARe.

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:iconsamiell:
You have been a ghost, kid. I am well. How are you? What are you up to? We should hang out sometime. Sheesh.

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Thank you!

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:iconkaibi2006:
i can has friend?
:iconsamiell:
Lolzorz. I love your avatar. ^_^ So cute.

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